I've been thinking a lot about the past lately. I am also getting very fed up with peoples bullshit. More so than usual. I typically have a good amount of patience with people. But lately, it is wearing thin and I am hitting a breaking point. It could be because my attentions are focused on other stuff, or it could be I'm just over feeling like I am in high school still.
On the plus side of everything, come March I will go to the Accelerated day program for my LPN and be done in 13 months. I already know it's going to be so hard but it will be so worth it. I need to do this for Lucas and most of all for myself. I need to feel like a functioning member of society again. The strain of being in the house so much is getting to me too. Maybe I am just on edge in general. I don't know.
I wish there was a way I could wipe away all traces of people, places, and things in my memories. I know there is the whole "everything happens for a reason" crap but that doesn't work for me.
